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Birthday Round-Up

2012-02-04T09:47:00.000-08:00

I made these little car cookie pops. They are time consuming.., but they are so cute and they taste really good too.

All of my favorite boys' birthdays are within one week of each other!! Robby, Isaac and my dad.

Robby's birthday decorations.

These were the "goonie bags" as Monet calls them. I used a cookie cutter here as the stencil for the red car. I also found all the Cars pez dispensers and sticker books at Goodwill for a quarter each. Score!! Our Goodwill gets a lot of stuff from Target that didn't sell.

Bowling on Robby's birthday. So much fun. Monet wants to go bowling on her birthday now. My first ball was a strike. Robby said he was worried he might have had to step up his game after that, but it was beginner's luck. Monet almost beat me.

Isaac's cupcakes. These turned out really good. Trying to spend as little as possible, I only invited a few of Isaac's closest buddies and I used a coupon for Frogg's Bounce House. Afterwords, we walked over to Burger King for dinner and cupcakes. On the way home, one of his little friends said, "That was the best party!" The kids were so cute and had so much fun. I had fun too. I love bouncing on the bounce houses and flying down the super steep slides. I didn't get any picture of the actual party because I still don't have a camera...and my phone camera is horrible, as you can see. But, when everyone sang "Happy Birthday" to Isaac, you could see the pure delight in his face. It was so sweet.

I love making those little banners for special occasions. I sent one to my dad for his birthday with some nuts and pictures. After all the running around and birthday prep and celebrating, the house is a disaster and stuffed to the brim with clutter. Whenever I get into a craft or a project, the house work piles up. I can't wait to de-clutter and clean now.

Robby turns 43!!

2012-02-01T22:24:00.000-08:00

Isaac and I came home from the beach to find Robby and his best bud out for a little birthday surf. The sun was out and the waves were rolling in perfectly. After he finished work, we went out to dinner and then went bowling. I made him an angel food cake with strawberries. What an awesome birthday. Robby was opening his presents and Monet says, "We should get him bacon!" Ha ha. He's been making bacon everyday so this huge pack we got didn't go bad. She's so funny.

At the park. Our other home away from home.
Isaac hiding Robby during a nap.

surf mama family and other things...

2012-01-27T21:16:00.000-08:00

Everything is a jungle gym to Monet. She loves playing on the monkey bars at the park.
Chris and the sunset.

Monet and her little friend, Layla.

One of Isaac's one-eyed grins. P.S.-I'm loving the colored wax on my board. It smells like grape bubble gum and works really well. I was sharing my board with some of the girls who are just learning. It got a huge gash on the rail...I didn't say anything because I didn't want my friend to feel bad, but decided they should probably be using a more junk board or a foam board while learning.

All week, I've been eating this amazing spicy, yellow curry chicken soup I made. I love it and found out it loves me too after discovering this perfectly heart shaped potato in it.

If anyone wants to make it, here's what I did:

Saute small onion and garlic in some olive oil until soft

add cubed chicken & cook until brown

add 1 can coconut milk

add 2 cans worth chicken stock/broth(more or less depending on how thick you want your soup)
(I didn't add any water. I wanted it to be thick)

Add spices to taste(I used 2Tbs of yellow curry, 1tsp chili powder, couple shakes of Turmeric, salt and pepper

add all chopped vegetable and potatoes or rice (whatever you like in your soup. I used carrots, celery and potatoes)

bring to boil, then turn on low to simmer for an hour or less..

My friend Jen (with the wetsuit on the left) snagged her camera just in time for a quick shot of all the surf mamas at Blackies this past week. Love this group. Everyone is so fun and down to earth. It's been super nice and hot lately. Not typical for January, so we are enjoying it. All of us were dying to get together since it had been stormy the week before and it seemed like half of us had colds or at least our kids did.
This is the view of central park from the 3rd story of the funnest slide/jungle gym look-out ever. What a beautiful day. We went here after Monet had been sick last week. We've been pretty healthy this winter. I wonder what a winter without any colds or flues would be like though...I wonder if there's a magical vitamin or mineral that would keep my kids healthy all year long. I managed to be the only one if our family to fight this round of sickies. I feel like I can possibly contribute this to yoga and working. I don't know. I also take probiotics and vitamin C daily with my kids. I use essential oils on all of us too when I think our immune systems are struggling.

In other family news, Isaac has been potty training successfully. I wanted to give up after the 3rd day of him pooping and peeing in his underwear. But, after some encouragement to at least try for a week; he is pretty much potty trained! I do have him in a pull-up most of the time especially when we go to the gym. But, he'll run up to me and say "the pee pee's coming out!!" He is so sweet and so cute and so funny. Getting him to poop in the toilet was a little harder. On one of the first occasions, Robby had sent me a text one night. I think I was out with Monet. Robby said Isaac sat on the toilet for twenty minutes and ate about 20 pieces of candy and finally went poop in the toilet. We were laughing so hard because we had been bribing him with candy.

ha ha ha-

2012-01-22T10:28:00.000-08:00

2012-01-17T20:56:00.000-08:00

I've been loving this little break in Newport: Blackies. It's so mellow, the water is really clear and there's always a couple longboarders who can surf really well.

Cheers to New Years

2012-01-01T09:44:00.000-08:00

I follow this girl's blog. Her life inspires me to pursue my dreams and she has a positive energy which I can't help be attracted to. I used to go see her play shows in San Diego before she signed to Virgin records and her story is what dreams are made of. On her blog, she talks a lot about making changes in your life. Not just wanting them, but taking action for the dreams you have. I believe in that too. I am not disappointed in my life. I appreciate it. I love it. It's not what I imagined for myself, but that doesn't make it any less amazing. Before I had Monet, I had decided I loved my life so much and the direction it was headed, I didn't want to get married or have kids. ever. I was just getting comfortable singing and playing music in front of people. Music that I had created. I was painting and surfing, enjoying the strong bond of friendship I had around me. Traveling. I remember driving home and for just a moment, feeling sadness I wouldn't have a couple tow head kids running around me who would be a part of me forever. The thought passed quickly as the thought of how much I loved my life re-entered my head. Shortly after, I had my sweet Monet. It definitely took time to adjust. I slowly fell in love with her. Then with Robby. I wanted to enjoy every minute with Monet as I was working as well. Then we decided to love Isaac too. As he has grown, I've gained some freedom back. But, for me it's definitely a juggle between putting energy into my kids and family and finding time for myself. I am so lucky I get to exercise and surf, go to yoga. I took a painting class last year. That was amazing. I had to seriously hold back the tears the first day of class as we all went around the room and shared our experience with painting. I hadn't opened my box of supplies since before Monet was born. As far as making my own dreams happen...for now I hope my 2012 will be filled with enjoying the family I am so lucky to be in. *LUCKY* I want to enjoy every moment and teach my kids to be positive and have love in their hearts. Because they do grown up so fast. It's true. I want to be more brave with surfing. Take more pictures. I will get a legit camera this year and maybe take a class. I will go to open mic night, even if it's just once. I will paint, sing, enjoy San Onofre, use my body to it's fullest, and create.

*pictures and quote from this girl's same blog*

Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it.

Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it.

Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it.

-MLK

Surfs Up Santa

2011-12-31T10:17:00.000-08:00

This is our friend Dennis on Christmas Day. My best friend Chris was wearing her Santa hat too. Last Christmas I got to surf. But this year it was a little big, so I decided rather than loading the kids up and driving to my smaller/safe spot, I would spend the day with them and let it be their day. We played all day and had dinner with some friends on our street in the evening. So nice.

Tuesday, I surfed Blackies in the fog with the swell that has been here for about a week now. It was so fun. Perfect, long 3-4 foot glassy set waves. The water has been crystal clear lately. As far out as you paddle, you can see the ripples of the sand under the water and little seashells. I've been wanting to take my goPro camera out just to get some shots under water, but haven't remembered yet...I have some new year's resolutions floating in my head. Just being healthy ones and setting some goals for learning new things and practicing other things more often...

Dennis, the surfing Santa, is so nice and fun. I've been to his beach house in Sunset. It's on 5th Street; the street where we got married on the beach. He said he remembers seeing our wedding from his window. His house is preserved in it's original 50's decor down to the shag carpets. The walls and ceiling are covered in wood. He has yellow counter tops and yellow and teal tile in his bathroom, a dancing hula girl lamp and a stained glass window above his kitchen sink. He collects all things vintage including surfboards and even has a wooden telephone booth in his garage. He has a consta-smile and you can't help but smile back when you see him.

It's Christmas time again...

2011-12-17T20:33:00.000-08:00

Some shots with my mom-in-laws awesome camera. I am jealous. I sold my crappy camera though, so I'm one small step closer to getting a decent one...one small step. Seriously though, it was so nice of them to come. The kids loved it and loved torturing their dog too.

Surf Moms & Christmas stuff

2011-12-16T14:44:00.000-08:00

We had a super fun Chritmas-y/going away party for one of our Surf Moms, Kindra and her fam. What a fun group of ladies. I'm so lucky to be friends with them. There's something extremely comforting about having friends that share common interests and values with you.

In other news, I don't think we are moving after all. James told Robby, if we didn't find a roommate by January 1st, he wouldn't make us pay for their part of the rent for a month. I also think we found a roommate. He lives in Santa Barbara and his wife goes to UCSB, so he says. He turned in his app and we are just waiting for James to give the go ahead.

We've passed out almost all of our Christmas treats and I started wrapping presents today. This year, I made decorated sugar cookies, chocolate peppermint cookies, candy cane red and white twisty cookies and peanut butter/hershey cookies. Isaac helped me and now he is a pro at cracking eggs. We also got our family picture with Santa thanks to Robby's mom who shot it with her awesome camera. His parents came to visit this week. The kids were in heaven. Today, I took out all the gifts I've stashed throughout the year and realized I have two gifts for Isaac and a ton for Monet. Not sure how that happened...I can't wait to see their faces on Christmas morning. So fun.

Monet loves Santa

2011-12-09T10:14:00.000-08:00

Monet loves to remind me that she believes in "God and Santa." Isaac wants nothing to do with the latter. We're going to try to bribe him for a family photo with Santa...

zen and surfing

2011-12-04T10:25:00.000-08:00

Life has been a little crazy lately...with the business of the holidays and now pretty sure we are moving. I have loved living a block from the ocean. It has been so nice to look out the window and see the blue sea and sunshine. It's funny how some things lay down in your life. I remember walking through the house we live in now several yrs ago when Robby was fixing it up. I told him, I couldn't believe anyone would want to live there. It's super fabulously 80's with mirrored walls and stark white carpet. Huge yellowed intercoms in many of the rooms. Then, one day when James and Robby were surfing. James asked Robby if we would like to stay there and if we could get subleasers we could pay pretty cheap rent. It was a risk, but be took it and have enjoyed the ride for almost 3 yrs now. We have grown to love our roommates like family and will miss them the most. I've been saying that I want a smaller place for a long time. One that we could make cozy and call it our own. I think there is some truth to putting your desires out there in the universe and sometimes they come find you.

Thanksgiving was nice. The food turned out amazing, but it was a little crazy too. All the kids running around. Being with people I don't know totally well. It takes me a little while to warm up to people. I think I'm just stressed subconsciously and don't totally realize it. I think I'm missing my family...

We surfed twice last week at one of my favorite spots: Blackies. The kids love it there. There was a small swell and the water was crystal clear like an aquarium. Just thinking about it makes me calm. Yoga has helped a lot too. I found these gems while I was thinking things over:

for whatever we lose (like a you or a me)

it's always ourselves we find in the sea

e.e. cummings

radical photography found heHERE

October to November

2011-11-17T16:11:00.000-08:00

Isaac prefers to boogie board in his birthday suit.

Our good friends, Franklin, Kindra and Dominic who are moving to Peru in December. Going to miss them very much.

Our spread for the Halloween party. It was a lot of work, but sooo fun.

In the very right corner of the picture you can see our roommate, Stephanie, in the monkey suit. She and her boyfriend made it. So impressive. This wasn't even the whole gang.

This was awesome. We had a doughnut eating on a string contest. We had to tie all the kids' hands behind their back. You can see our neighbor peeking over the fence to check it out.

Movie time.

Finally got around to posting some recent pictures. We've had the most amazing swell this week with practically no wind. The water has been crystal clear. I got to surf with the fishes and walked almost to the end of my board. I'm so close. I got about 4 inches from the nose. It's a goal I've had for a long time. I've been loving yoga as well. With Thanksgiving on the horizon, it's looking pretty promising this year. I was telling some friends at the park about how we used to have a bunch of friends over for Thanksgiving, but everyone has gone their own way or has other plans this year. Turns out, some of our friends were in the same situation. Now we have 3 other families coming over. We're going to surf, eat around 4 and bonfire in the evening. My birthday lands on Thanksgiving this year, so I'm extra excited. In other news, our friend had to raise our rent...a lot. Sadly, our roommates, Stephanie and her boyfriend Andrew, are moving out. We're looking for a new roommate. If we don't find one we'll be moving out too. I've loved living here, especially with our roommates and the super low rent. But, it might be time for a change....

missing this...

2011-10-30T10:48:00.000-07:00

image from HERE

I'm trying to relax and unwind from the last few days which have been crazy. Mostly crazy fun. We had a killer (kid) Halloween party Friday. I've always wanted to do one and Friday it happened. I made 4 pounds of turkey chili, meat and cheese baked cresent role snakes, witches finger bread sticks, decorated sugar cookies, punch and other stuff. We played games. The kids did arts and crafts. But, mostly they ran around in their costumes and for the next 24 hours, Monet said, "That Halloween Party was so fun."

Isaac woke up the next morning saying, "Where my friends?"

The next afternoon, I accompanied Monet to an eight hour birthday extravaganza which took place at Downtown Disney Studio 365...only in Orange County...Anyways, the lucky handful of girls got to eat at the Rainforest Cafe and had Rock Star make-overs at Studio 365. Pictures to come.

I loved our party, but I have a little sore throat and I chose to forgo a few surf sessions in order to party-prep and then recoup. So, I'm missing the clensing from our ocean. Hopefully, I'll get wet and catch some waves Tuesday.

2011-10-23T09:26:00.000-07:00

found here

loving this ink and glitter halloween art . we are having a halloween party friday. so excited. maybe i'll post some pictures soon...

Life is Better When You Surf...

2011-10-02T09:25:00.000-07:00

Found here

by her

Stumbled on this post on life and travel and loved it.

Be content with what you have; rejoice in the way things are. When you realize there is notheing lacking, the world belongs to you.

Lao Tzu

Halloween ideas...

2011-09-24T11:25:00.000-07:00

These are actually painted rocks with twigs glued on.

This is a foam wreath with black duct tape and the candy glued on.

We're going to have a Halloween party and I'm getting way too excited. I found a bunch of amazing ideas online. I wasn't planning on posting these, so of course I can't remember where I got them. But, they were so cute, I had to share. They were linked from a blog I just added to my craft blog roll to the right thelongthread.com

9/11 Hero

2011-09-11T09:20:00.000-07:00

(This is not a 9/11 picture. It's a beautiful, more recent shot of New York I believe. I found it online. Origin unknown)

You can't escape all of the media covering 9/11's past. I've been trying to ignore it, but the survivor's stories and recounts from that day pull me in and I get hooked. I was particularly moved by the story of Rick Rescola I found on Yahoo. He was a war veteran of Vietnam. At the time of the attacks was head of security for a company that occupied 22 floors on the south towers. After the first plane hit, he ignored the instructions to stay put and ordered everyone to evacuate as they had practiced in their drills. 2,500 people survived that day because of him. He never made it out. He is a hero in every sense of the word. He ignored orders to stay put and did what he knew was right. I love that. I think that's a lesson that is invaluable in life. Do what you know is right, not what someone is telling you. Sometimes that is really hard to do. I am so impressed by the stories of these heroes that lost their lives that day to save others.

Believe nothing, no matter where you read it, or who said it, no matter if I have said it, unless it agrees with your own reason and your own common sense.
-Buddha

some pretty things..

2011-08-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

can't remember where from

from Pearl Bee blog

from Pearl Bee blog

Can't remember where from

from girl in the curl website

this too

from Pearl Bee blog

from Patchies Hideout

I have been sewing up a storm lately...not really, because I don't have time. But, I have been sneaking it in whenever possible..following Isaac around the block with a needle and thread, finishing an applique, or staying up late after I put the kids to bed. I made a little dress for Monet from a 70's pillowcase and a lost-and-found top. I'm working on a couple toddler backpacks made from discarded couch covers from IKEA. One's for Isaac and the other is for his buddy Noah who is having a pirate party next month. I'm going to post a tutorial for the backpacks only because I love reading other people's tutorials online and learning how to do something new. Right now, it's trial and error and so far they are easy and super cute. I'll post some pictures soon. Projects on the horizon: Rapunzel and batman Halloween costumes and a wedding quilt for a friend.

I have also been working on mastering the perfect pizza dough. This is not to be confused with a general "perfect pizza dough." Everyone's is different. Mine is exactly Grandma Mimi's pizza dough. I want it to be simple and have all the basic ingredients and taste amazing. No kitchen aids required. The latest recipe I tried was this one and it's almost perfect...The dough was a little sticky, but it tasted almost just right after it was baked. I added a lot more flour than suggested and I don't think I kneaded as long as I should have...but I'm still learning.

Life

2011-08-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

Life is a series of natural and spontaneous changes. Don't resist them- that only creates sorrow. Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.

-Lao Tzu

Monet and I floating at San O

2011-08-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

Monet and I have been having so much fun floating in the low tide. A couple times her and I got on my board and rode the white wash. My friend captured this on her phone.

San O Friday

2011-08-13T18:35:00.000-07:00

I finally put the Go Pro attachment on my longboard Friday. We were at San O for a surfmom beach day. It was a perfect day. The waves were nice, the company good, the kids played all day. I feel like I'm home at San Onofre. It was fun to plug in the Go Pro and see what I had recorded. I got my friend Jen in some of the footage. She is one of the super cool moms we surf with. She's always up for an adventure and fun to surf with.

Towards the end the camera gets some fog in it. I put some natural/organic wax on my board and within the first 5 minutes it rubbed off. So, I slipped off my board on one of the waves...and I don't know why the video is blurry when I post it on here...it's totally focused on my computer...oh well, it's still fun.

Liquid Salt Style

2011-07-24T13:41:00.000-07:00

I love the Liquid Salt blog/website. It is filled will beautiful and inspiring pictures and stories of artists and athletes who love the ocean. Whenever I read an interview, it makes me want to create something and get wet. The interviews are all the same format and I thought it would be fun to answer the questions for myself. he he. Just in case I ever surfed well enough or became successful in the arts department. You know, I just want to be prepared.

What was life like growing up?
I grew up in suburbia in Sacramento and was kind of a tom boy when I was young. I would follow my boy cousins around and try to be like them. We would ride our bikes around the entire town and live at the city pools all summer long. There was a summer when I rollerbladed every day, all day. We were constantly looking for fun, climbing trees. I spent a lot of time with fiends and had a very independent childhood.

Who did you look up to and admire when you were young?
I looked up to my dad a lot. He is strong and wise. He has so many good qualities. My grandparents for sure. I grew up with both sets. They are and were unique in their own. By example, they taught me how to love, be adventurous, work hard, never stop learning, be healthy, and just be good to people around you.

What was the feeling you had when you first stood on a surf board?
I remember the day exactly like it were yesterday. I had tried to surf a couple times before, but wasn't ever able to paddle out past the whitewash. This day, I was at Turtle Bay with my cousins. They had all jumped out where the waves were breaking past the pool. I was too scared, so I was just playing on one of their boards in the shallow water with one of my other cousins. Our friend was spear fishing for squid. He asked if we wanted him to push us into some waves. He pushed me into one and I stood up and rode it a ways. I could see the coral through the clear water. It was magical. I get the same feeling still.

Who/what inspires you?

Anyone who is out there creating things and living life to the fullest, being the best they can be and is passionate about it: writing, surfing, making music, making art, whatever. I'm a mom, so I see a lot of women with their kids. It's easy to get lost in that life because it 's so consuming. Giving 100% to your family is great, but I think everyone should give a little time to themselves. Even if it's just once a month.

Of all the places you have traveled to, what place in particular stands out and why?

I live in Huntington Beach and I think it is heaven on earth. But, Hawaii is so beautiful. I've been wanting to visit there lately. I love Greece. The people are so down to earth. They are comfortable with their bodies. I love the fresh food there. I also love Lucern, Switzerland. The contrast of the steep, green mountainside with the glassy lake. Lafonda in Baja is beautiful too. The ocean there has an uninterrupted skyline and you can camp right on the cliff overlooking the water.

What is the great est thing you have learned in your life?

That the present is all there is or will ever be. Right now. This very moment.

What are you most proud of?

Who I am and what I believe in. It took me a long time to get here. But it feels so good to be in a place where you are comfortable with yourself.

What meaning does surfing hold for you and how has it changed your life?

Surfing is a source of happiness. It forces you to live in the moment. I don't think about anything else when I'm surfing. Just joy. Enjoying mother nature to the fullest. Loving the earth. Finding something that you love adds joy to your life.

What brings you the most happiness in the world?

Having peace of mind and being calm. Also, enjoying good heath for me and my loved ones. I feel the best when I'm moving around, especially when I get to surf or do something that I love. Being with other people that have positive energy.

Who are some of the people you feel are shaping the path for surfing today?
Local groups that get people out in the water, enjoying life. My friends organized a women's surf group called Wahine Kai. I also belong to a free surf mom's group (it's on facebook). We trade off watching the kids and surfing.

What is your favorite board? Your favorite surf spot?
My favorite board is our Robert August 9'6". I love that board. It practically pushes you to the nose. I also love my Rockin' Fig 8'2" fun board. I can move around and do cut backs more easily. My favorite longboard spot is San O. Depending on the day, Bolsa Chica jetty, the Huntington Pier or 20th St can be super fun too...Seal Beach Jetty and Blackies are a couple of my favorites.

What’s your favorite meal?
Currently, its a roasted beet salad with feta cheese, toasted walnuts, some onions and vinaigrette dressing. yum.

What are you currently listening to on your iPod?
Modest Mouse, Bob Marley, Jason Mraz, Jack Johnson, Jenny Lewis, Willy Mason, Zee Avi, Patty Griffin, The Dirty Heads, Sublime...I love music.

What causes, projects or organizations do you support?

Surfrider Foundation and our mom's surf group. I was also watching my friend's son once a week, so she could finish college. I'm all about giving myself to help rather than just giving money to an organization. Helping someone when they need it is important to me. I also fill trash bags with garbage from the beach as often as I can. It's an easy way to keep our beaches clean. I try to use plastic as little as possible and recycle.

What are you most grateful for?

My family and this earth. I am so lucky and blessed. I love my two kids and my husband so much. For the life I have had that has made me who I am today. I wouldn't change it for anything. My friends. Everything.

What’s next for Chelsea Panter?
I don't know. I'm going to enjoy what I have right now. In a couple years, I might make some changes with work. I might try doing something that I'm more passionate and creative with for a living...or maybe surf more, play more music. We'll see.

camping and ballet

2011-06-29T19:05:00.000-07:00

Camping was super fun. My friend Jen (pictured above) invited us to San Elijo months ago. We are friends through our surf mom group. We played at the beach, surfed all day in super warm water with fun waves (apparently it never gets blown out there because it's protected from the wind), bonfired, made pancakes for breakfast, chili for dinner, ate s'mores, played with puppies, rolled around in the dirt and sand and made tons of new friends. The stressful part was Monet got sick the very first day we arrived and didn't feel better until the day we came home. She had a fever and a sore throat. We filled her with children's motrin, so she would feel better until it wore off and the fever would return. I wanted to take her home, but Robby was totally against it. His argument was, why should we take her home so she can just lay on the couch; She can just lay in the tent. One of the moms in our group was a pediatrician and she said as long as she's not too uncomfortable, there was no need to take her home. I'm glad we stayed because it was so much fun. I can't wait to camp again...

Monet's ballet performance was last night. It was a struggle to keep her in hair and makeup (which was required just like the real ballerinas). The show was sooo cute and Monet did surprisingly well. Maybe we will continue with dance after all. Isaac was so excited to see her in stage. He kept yelling "Hi May!" That's what he calls her. As soon as the first batch of girls came on stage he said, "I dance." He really wanted to join them.

2011-06-15T10:00:00.001-07:00

Spring is quickly escaping us. Monet's last day of school is tomorrow. I'm feeling ready to have a break from the routine of carting the kids to school and back twice a day. But, I'm nervous to have Monet home all day with Isaac. Everyday. I'm just imagining the endless questions and requests or demands of my constant attention. We'll probably be at the beach a lot and I've signed her up for two week long Bible school camps. The churches around here offer week long summer camps for 35$. It's a steal and good social outlet. The kids do crafts, play games, sing etc from 9-12ish for one week.

We've been pretty busy lately. Having fun of course. If we aren't meeting up with the surf moms for a play date/surf session, Isaac and I have been hitting the gym. Last week I made a little Summer dress for my friend's daughter, Colbi's, first birthday. I wish I had taken a picture of it. I used a light pink surf/flower material my mom brought back from Hawaii. Yesterday, we walked over to pick Monet up from school, then walked around town and picked up some fruits and veggies from the Tuesday night market. Fresh, local produce is the best. It is so tender and sweet. June gloom is in full force this week. We actually woke up to some sprinkles today. I was planning on watching Monet and the rest of the Kindergartners' end of the year performance. Instead, Isaac decided to scream and freak out about being in the stroller. We had to leave. I tried everything. I almost started crying, I was so frustrated. Being a parent is a roller coaster ride sometimes. Monet is actually doing Kindergarten again next year. She was one of the youngest kids in the class and she didn't do any preschool. I really couldn't afford it, so I worked with her at home. There are no state subsidized pre-school program in Orange County for low income. There's Head Start, but you have to be poverty level not low income. Compared to real preschool or preppy-K, Monet was way behind. So, next year, she'll turn six a couple weeks before school and be at the top half of her class age wise.

image from here

In a few weeks, we'll be camping in San Diego. Can't wait to surf Cardiff. The last time we camped was about a year ago, if not longer.

I'm off to the store to get some ingredients for these creamy caramels. Making them for Monet's teacher as an end of the year gift. Might make some chocolates too...

a little Spring fun

2011-05-14T18:58:00.000-07:00

Monet and her frenemy Hannah. They love each other so much, but fight like sisters.

my painting from class. It's been fun. Every class, I'm so tired I almost don't go. But, I'm glad I did.

Robby yesterday

2011-04-28T21:27:00.000-07:00

Food Network recipes...

2011-04-25T12:42:00.000-07:00

I want to make this..

And this..

And this...

fun things

2011-04-24T15:39:00.000-07:00

Doesn't this guy look so sweet and lovable?

I'm throwing a bridal shower for a girlfriend. I was planning on having a wishing tree where you hang little notes...these would be cute. I believe they're from ETSY

This would be fun to make.

he he

night sky. I love the one on the right. wish it was bigger

I found all these on random blogs.

Easter Egg Hunt

2011-04-21T15:39:00.000-07:00

Back row: Tatum, Kaiden, Juliana, Monet, Hannah and Lucy.

Bottom row: Petey, June, Gigi and Isaac

This is a little group of friends we had an Easter egg hunt with. We are so lucky to have such great friends so close. A lot of the kids at Monet's school are walking distance. We have a lot of park days. The kids had so much fun and one of the moms, Dani, brought these adorable Easter egg cookies. We asked her where she got them and we discovered a new bakery we had no idea had been just down the street. It's a little hole in the wall Italian bakery. My parents were in town and we ended up going there twice during their visit. This visit was mellow. I was feeling under the weather, so I didn't even surf. I did get a massage because it was only thing I could force myself to do. When my parents come to visit, it's one of the few times I get a break. That's one of the side affects of living in the best place on hearth; our family isn't here. Usually, I take every opportunity to surf and drag them around with me. But, I discovered Chinese massage places a long time ago. You get an hour massage for 25$. It's totally worth it. You're fully clothed and it's not private like a real massage, but it's still soooo good. It's so nice to watch Monet and Isaac bond with their grandparents too.

Robby at 20th St. Yesterday

2011-04-02T20:53:00.000-07:00

surfline dolphin...weee!

2011-03-27T08:49:00.000-07:00

Image found HERE

amazing. beautiful

2011-03-15T17:47:00.001-07:00

I love the smile on this rescuer's face and the happy energy captured during such a difficult time.

Full story here.

hello there

2011-03-13T13:02:00.000-07:00

ello there. I'm loving these. Makes me want to do needle point myself.

(Pillows found here.)

(Fancy H letter from here)

2011-03-09T12:56:00.000-08:00

This is my friend Jack surfing in Coast Rica. He's in his 60's. I love his silver hair. About 2 years ago my girlfriend Chris and I introduced him to a good friend of mine, Paulette. They've been dating ever since.

Yesterday I almost had a panic attack while watching Inception. Which is an outstanding movie. I loved it. There's not one moment of the movie that isn't suspenseful. The character build up is perfect and so is the acting. I had to stop it in the middle and pick-up in the morning. I think I was exhausted and had a little too much caffeine and not enough to eat. Which is not normal for me. I went to bed early and feel much better today. I did my first body pump class in months this morning. It was amazing. Sweat was dripping from my elbows as I was doing squats. The sun is out and this day couldn't be more beautiful. Hopefully, I'll be surfing tomorrow:)

March 6, 2011

2011-03-06T10:08:00.000-08:00

Found this amazing photo on the Magic Bus blog to the right. The photographer's name is Sarah Lee (I'm sure you can Google her). I am so inspired by this to 1. get into the ocean and 2. learn how to use a real camera. I love the way she captured the textures of the water as this wave rolled by. I love it. One day, I want to really learn how to use a nice camera...I have a few goals ahead of this, but sometime in the future... I think the last time I surfed was a couple weeks ago. Just thinking about it makes me happy. I've been picky lately. It involves a lot more work to surf when you have the kids and packing everything. It's much more simple when it's just you. Instead, I've been enjoying exercizing outside. We've walked Monet to school most days this week. Then, I jog with Isaac back down to the beach and do lunges, walking push-ups. chair dips and leg lifts. I've been loving it. Sometimes, I don't get all my sets in because Isaac strays too far. But, we've managed to meet some super sweet dogs at dog beach and pick up lots of trash on our exercise adventures. I plan to buy my gym membership later today, courtesy of my co-worker who is escorting me to Costco since I don't have a membership and refuse to pay to be able to shop somewhere. They have the cheapest gym membership for 24 Hour Fitness. I've been missing my Body Pump class there. Other adventures on the horizon include signing Monet up for AYSO soccer next saturday and enrolling myself in an oil painting class through the city on Tuesday. I've been wanting to do that for a while and I've decided to take the plunge...I haven't opened my paint box since before I had Monet. Scary.

family pics with Liz...

2011-02-04T11:14:00.000-08:00

I especially love the two shots with the sun coming through in the corner. Liz is becoming quite the photographer. We really appreciated having her take the time to do these for us!!! Wish Robby could have been in them...photoshop? That would be so funny to see his head pasted is the back of the group.

Thanks for the sweet words of encouragement too. It means a lot.

Here's some tunes I've been loving. Super chill. Positive vibe.

Last week I had my first guitar lesson in about 9 years. My teacher is insane. I am blown away by the way he plays. He lives and breathes music and his instrument is the guitar. He's soulful. I found him by the pier months ago. He was playing and I asked him if he gave lessons. I can't do it very often, so looking forward to our next meet up.

Robby and I have a date scheduled for tonight to celebrate his B-day. Fourty-deuce. His friend surprised him with a new surfboard!!! Seriously. A Robert August 9-0. I'll have to post pictures soon. She's a beauty. He is so loved. Then, tomorrow is Isaac's 2nd birthday. I think we might be camping out at San O all day, since I took the day off. Haven't totally decided yet, but a lot of fun in store.

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2011-01-31T20:48:00.001-08:00

I've been feeling an undertone of sadness lately. Mostly because I'm over worked, under appreciated, that type of thing. Last week I was so tired in the evening. I found myself crying excessively while watching American Idol. Ha ha. I feel like a single mom. I get up with the kids and put them to bed. Robby's been playing music with his friends or working or helping people out in the evenings. Part of it is that I had a bad surf session last Wednesday and ended up not even going out Friday. Instead, I watched the waves and helped take care of babies on the beach. I was exhausted at the end of the day and was wishing that for just one day Robby would get up with the kids and put them to bed like I do everyday. I ended up getting the stomach flu that night and my wish came true. Even though I didn't feel good, at least I got to sleep and be lazy. I loooove my kids, but sometimes I daydream about being on my own for a day or week. Not this week but to a magical time before my kids existed. That would be a tease. I would miss the kids too much, come back to this time and have the same feelings all over again. That's why I love surfing. Just for a moment, you are riding a wave. Flying through the air, gliding over water. No one's screaming your name, kicking you or asking you 20 questions two inches from your face.

Since I am still a little week from the flu, annoyed with being poor and trying to ignore my subconscious sadness, I went thrift store shopping..duh. Totally scored. All the clothes were half off!! I got work out clothes, three cute new tops, a dress, a hat and two new bar stool chairs that I've been searching for forever. I also found some retro floral fabric and a couple things for the kids. So fun.

my new creation and more surf/friends

2011-01-26T20:05:00.000-08:00

We hung out at Blackies for about an hour staring at the waves deciding if it was worth getting in since it was so small. It felt sooo good just to get wet.

Love this picture my girlfriend, Jen, took of her daughter Cassie and Isaac. They have a love/hate relationship. Isaac chases her around and Cassie squeals. It's pretty funny.

Kindra and Dominic

Steph and Elea

Ah ha!! My new creation. I've been wanting to try to make a jumper for a while. This is made from a huge men's pinstripe dress shirt and some other scraps. After the first day's attempt, it was looking pretty bad. I let it rest, then finished it today. It's not exactly what I saw in my mind, but I like it.

stepping out

2011-01-23T20:46:00.000-08:00

My ears perk up when I hear certain things that sound right. I was reading an article in our local paper about this 17 year old surfer girl who I believe is 3rd on the world circuit right now. Her mom has to travel to most of the locations with her because of her age. In the article her mom said something like-We've learned half the battle is just showing up. That stood out to me. I just feel it's true with a lot of things in life. Just go, get off the couch and get yourself there and see what happens. Go to the gym, put your wetsuit on, open the paint box. Can you tell I'm talking to myself??... A few weeks ago, I was hanging out with some girlfriends, anxious about returning home because I didn't want Robby to get bugged because I was out too long or stressed with the kids. The thought crossed my mind that I wished he would hang out with his guy friends more, so he could have an outlet like I did. Well, wishes do come true. Robby has been playing his keyboard with our friend James (also our neighbor) and a bunch of other guys in their garage band they've set up. James and Robby have been putting the pressure on me to come sing with them. My voice is kind of messed up and I don't know any of the guys. It's all amped and loud. They play all covers. Anyways, I brought the kids over there yesterday and was super intimidated, so I left with no desire to go back at all. Anyway, long story, I looked up guitar teachers tonight and left a message for one. So, I made an effort and stepped out of my comfort zone. I want to learn to play slide guitar... like this.

opportunity

2011-01-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

The golden opportunity you are seeking is in yourself. It is not in your environment, it is not in luck or chance, or the help of others; it is in yourself alone.
-
Orison Swett Marden

(found at kind over matter)

I've been at the gym this week. It feels so good to sweat. Hopefully surfing tomorrow. The waves looked really fun and buttery smooth today.

I love the idea of life being completely your choice and your responsibility. For myself, I truly believe it is.

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T09:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!! 2011!!

This is how I feel about the new year. So many possibilities. Wonder. Lots of waves, music, smiling squishy faces, creating, talks with friends, love, sunshine.

(both photos from Donovan frankenreiter.com)

Christmas Advent

2010-12-23T20:43:00.000-08:00

Made this for my parents, obviously a while ago. It was soooo fun. I loved how it turned out. I had drawn out each square last year, but didn't have time to make it. Robby's mom gave us a hand painted wooden stocking advent calender when we first got married. I love it. Each little square is the size a of a quarter with a detailed figure painted on it. She said she painted each of her kids one (all 7), but was saving Robby's for when he got married....I thought that was funny. How long were they going to hang on to that thing?

It's been raining for about one week here...non-stop. No sun for one week. It was killing me. I was feeling claustrophobic, like there was no where to get fresh air with sun. I almost went tanning. Yes, in a tanning bed. Today the sun came out and it didn't rain all day. It felt so good. I managed to get to the gym Wednesday and it felt so good. Sweat dripping work outs. Then, today I busted out the treadmill before our crazy day began. crazy fun. I wanted to sweat out some of the junk food I've been stuffing myself with. I'm feeling some major changes coming with the new year...starting with sugar. Like less of it. I can't wait for Christmas. Of course to see the kids so excited, but mostly to give Robby his gift. I got him a new keyboard. We are really random with gifts. We mostly get little things for each other, like he gets me chocolate or something. But, every once in a while we'll get each other something unexpected. Like one year, for mother's day, he surprised me with a new beach cruiser. So sweet. I wasn't going to get him anything, but at the last minute, decided to go with it. Robby plays a tiny keyboard almost every night. He loves it and I love listening to him play. He likes playing on a keyboard because he plays at night and he can adjust the sound. So, I got him a full sized 88 key keyboard with weighted keys, like a grand piano. I'm so excited. I hope he hasn't figured it out yet.

Motivational Star Trek Reruns

2010-12-13T18:00:00.000-08:00

The human adventure is just beginning.

-Star Trek

Image found here

Does it get any more motivational than that?!

Came home from work Sunday to find the fam watching the first of the Star Trek movies. I was about Monet's age when I found myself at the mercy of my Dad's TV taste. We spent many a Saturday watching old Star Trek as well as other B movies, bizarre Alfred Hitchcock, old musicals and British murder mysteries. It was endearing to come home to see Robby and the kids doing the same. I remember a few of the shows I watched with my dad that were particularly disturbing, like the black and white film of the town that got invaded by monster sized ants....

More on Connectedness

2010-12-09T20:07:00.000-08:00

Only connect.

-E.M. Forster

I happened upon this post on "Salt Stained Eyes" entilted Connectedness. It made me think of how I feel in different surroundings or situations. How I avoid places or people because I don't feel connected and how I find myself at certain places again and again because I do feel it. I feel right when I'm at the beach, breathing in salty, ocean air, on a walk, at the park with the kids, exercising at the gym, talking and being with certain people.

Monet was only a few months old and I was staying with my parents in Folsom, a small saburban town outside of Sacramento with it's mini mansions and fancy cars. People are rarely seen outside. You have to get in your car and drive half an hour to get to places like the grocery store. It's a commuter town. I was jogging on the side walk with Monet in the stroller, looking at the tract houses and the thought entered my head: I don't have to live here. There were other reasons too, but a few weeks later, I packed up our car and Monet and I moved back to our beach. I would put her in the baby carrier, walk down to the water and soak it all in: the sunset, the sand, the waves coming and going. My soul felt at home in this little town, working at the place I so love. After work, I would get on my bike with Monet in the back seat and ride along the coast. It wasn't easy. I was actually really hard at times, but it's nice to be where you belong. I feel that too with the other surf moms and the kids. Maybe it's the ocean and sense of adventure that brings us together.

Thanksgiving 2010

2010-11-30T19:22:00.000-08:00

And visions of Thanksgiving danced in their heads...I almost couldn't sleep the night before Thanksgiving because I was so excited to cook the next day. Everyone only made a few dishes since it was pot luck style, so I had to make mine extra good. I made buttermilk mashed potatoes with grated parmesan, rolls with garlic butter, parmesan and bacon, and brown sugar sweet potatoes with a little bacon infused and roasted marshmallows on top- Hello! Everything was soooo good. Oh, I also made a stuffed pastry with chicken, onion, melted cheese, bacon and parmesan for appatizers that was so good. Monet helped with those and actually made a few all on her own.

Chuck, the grandmaster/pirate turkey roaster.

Robby and "Billy Buffet"

Monet confiscating Chris's iphone for the fun games. Maybe I should invest in one of those :)

There are many compliments that may come to an individual in the course of a lifetime, but there is no higher tribute than to be loved by those who know us best.-Dr. Dale E. Turner

What I'm most thankful for-

I went to sit down and found these two in the living room.

(And....I just cut my bangs-aaahhh! I can't stop.)

Birthday #32

2010-11-27T13:50:00.000-08:00

The whole group. We missed a few, but this is most of us.
My first attempt at caramel apples. They turned out ok. It was a Martha Stewart recipe. They were delicious, but didn't hold well...I'll have to experiment more.
There was an ever so subtle rainbow/hearts/unicorn theme.
The two beautifuls: Jaquie and Chris
Even our old neighbor, Johnny, came...yeah! I miss him. So nice.
Bonfire/movie time...we watched the Endless Summer. It's a tradition.

Dominic and his twin dad

Kindra working some of her Salsa moves with the chili..it was that good.

Monet, Christie and Cassie ("my name is Casandra..")

Tony, trying to be cute with Robby

Jessica and her husband

The lovely/beautiful Edwina. My first roommate in Huntington.

This took place a couple weeks ago since my b-day landed the day before Thanksgiving this year. Looking at these again makes me think of how much I love all of these friends/family. I really debated on doing the bonfire this year, but I'm glad I did. I love sitting around the fire and having good conversation.

Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing the attempt.

-William Shakespeare

ocean love

2010-11-11T14:01:00.000-08:00

I'll post this today, since the tornado like wind is keeping me from surfing:

(found at ando and friend's blog)

I guess I'm famous because my friend spotted this picture on surfline.com and emailed it to me. Ha ha, I wish it was of us surfing instead of us paddeling around. This is my bestest friend Chris. I remember this day. It was so fun. Whoever took the picture must have been on the pier with one of those foot long lenses. Now, I'm wishing I had some rainbow bikini bottoms like Chris.

(Kurt Steinmetz photo, also found on surfline.com)

I love this view. The water is so glassy. I really want to get one of those cameras on the end of my board. Hint hint Santa..oh yeah, that's me.

Same photographer/surfer. Now, I think this guy's really cool: Check out the mustache. It looks like he's having so much fun.

(Ross Fletcher found on Surfline.com)

Check out the super green, glassy water at Seal Beach. What a cool picture.

Heat Wave

2010-11-05T18:11:00.000-07:00

We've been having a heat wave. I believe it was in the 90's yesterday. That's summertime hot for us spoiled southern californians. ...And there's a swell. Perfect. We went to San O Wednesday night for the last surf/bonfire before the time change. Thursday, I took the day off to hang out with Isaac, clean, and get organized. It was so hot and I was achey from my body pump class earlier in the week. I could barely peel myself off the couch even to make a popsicle run. Today, it cooled off a little. It has been the best day ever. Some days fly by. Here's the breakdown:

Wake up at 6 by Isaac alarm. Morning routine. Off the take Monet to school.
Met up with surf mom's and babies at Bolsa Chica. Super fun surf session. A little fast, fun, swollen, long lines.
Came home. While at home, put Isaac down for a nap(which never happened), cleaned the shower, showered, ate, left to get Monet.
Walked the kids to the park. Friends came with kids. Played/chatted. Left for home.
At home again. Rest, eat dinner/popsicles, tubbie time/bed.

What a good day.

Anniversary

2010-10-30T20:00:00.000-07:00

My friend Stephanie and I.

Karen and Kindra with babies, Colbie, Dominic and Elea.

Isaac

Robby and I got married on October 28 four years ago on a day almost exactly like this day. The temperature was in the 8o's, the sun was out, the wind stayed down. It was beautiful. I went surfing with my surf mom friends in the morning. Then, Robby and I went back to the same spot for a sunset session and a bonfire. I feel so lucky to be where I am, surrounded by people I love.

Blackies Surf Tuesday

2010-10-26T15:45:00.000-07:00

I surfed Blackies today with some other moms/friends. Robby got to ditch work and come too. That was sooo nice. We were surfing every weekend before Isaac came around. That's ok, I think he's worth it. And, I love only working two days per week. Anyway, there is a swell right now. Blackies was head high with a super high tide, but it's a slow break. I surfed my longboard and that was the wrong board today. The waves were slow and fat to get in, then they would break really steep . They were really hard to get into because of the high tide. And, I don't like late take offs when I'm riding a long board and the waves are big. My girlfriend was out with me and she was taking off on everything. She's awesome and I was feeling lame. I need to be more brave and bring the right board next time. The sun was out though!! It felt so good and the kids played in the sand and I got to spend time with good friends. Whenever I have a less than great surf session, I have this nagging desire to redeem myself. Tomorrow, I'm supposed to go to this weightlifting class, but am contemplating ditching it for the beach.

You can see pics of the swell here at the best ever Daily Bread blog.

West Elm

2010-10-25T13:10:00.000-07:00

I saw an image from West Elm on another blog. I went to the website and found these delicious designs. I love tufted headboards, owls and silver branches.

KRS-1

2010-10-22T17:30:00.000-07:00

(lead singer of Sublime)

Just learned this song on the guitar. Like a lot of great things, this band's life was cut short. Drugs are bad kids. He has the smoothest buttery voice. I could listen to it all day. I work in Long Beach, where this band is from. One of my co-workers went to high school with it's members. When he was a junior, he decided to have a party when his parents were out of town. His friends, formerly known as Sublime, played at his house party. Due to the party, his parents kicked him out and he lived out of his VW for a whole year. He's an only child. Now he's an RN at the psychiatric hospital where I work. One of my favorite people.

Just to be nostalgic, I remember exactly the first time I heard Sublime. I had never heard anything like it before. I was hanging out at a friend's house in high school. The house had a detached garage that had been turned into a makeshift studio where we would hang out. It was a block away from old town Folsom and a short walk from our high school. When we would ditch class, this is one of the places we would go. It was one of those houses where the parent was never home, so we were free to do as we pleased. On this night, different kids were coming in and out. Waiting for My Ruca was playing. At the time, I thought it was an old album, but now I know it was only around for a year or so before I first heard it. I think it was love at first sound. I can't count how many times Sublime's songs have comforted my soul.

On another note, Yesterday, Isaac peed on the toilet and Monet rode her bike without training wheels for the first time. We are in no way trying to potty train Isaac; he's only a year and 8 months. He pulls Monet's old potty training seat out of the cupboard and asks to sit on it. It's pretty cute. Yesterday, he just happened to actually pee while on it.

chicken fiesta-in-your-mouth soup

2010-10-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

It's been raining with thunder and lightning and we've been loving it. I was in the mood for soup, so I made this. It's easy and Monet said it was the best soup ever. She even wanted it for breakfast.

So, I found a recipe in Good Housekeeping for chicken soup. I used it as a reference, but made it in my own way. I've picked up tips from the food network. (I love the Barefoot Contessa) I also got to live with Grandma Mimi and watched her make different kinds of soups. She never uses a recipe and they always turn out amazing. I love her clam chowder and vegetable. Here's the soup I made. It turned out sooo good that I had to share:

Chicken Fiesta-In-Your-Mouth Soup

Ingredients:

2 large chicken breasts (or 4 bone-in chicken breasts)

3 cloves garlic

1 medium sized yellow onion (use more or less and any variety you like really)

1/2 cube butter

3 Tbs olive oil (whichever cooking oil you like)

one small bag frozen corn

2 medium sized cans chunk tomatoes (you can use the ones with chillies/peppers in them)

3-4 cups chicken broth

salt to taste

garlic salt to taste

ground cumin to taste (no biggie if you don't have this)

3 small corn tortillas (optional, but it tastes extra good)

Directions:

Melt the butter and add oil in a stock pot on low heat. Salt/pepper the chicken, sprinkle with garlic salt and ground cumin to taste. Place chicken in the butter/oil. Chop the onions and garlic and sprinkle over and around the chicken. Cook the chicken through on both sides (if you use the bone-in, it takes longer). Take it out and set aside. Add the chicken broth, canned tomatoes and frozen corn. Shred the chicken and throw it back in. Let simmer for ten minutes or so. If you have the corn tortillas, slice them up in very thin slices. Drizzle with olive oil, spinkle with salt and toss. Bake at 350 for 5 minutes or so, until crispy.

More of "The Four Agreements" by Don Miguel Ruiz

2010-10-16T22:58:00.000-07:00

I've probably written about this before, but when I was 25, I finally reached a point where everything in life started to make sense to me. I had come to some conclusions about things I had struggled with my entire life. You know the saying, "It was like a load off my shoulders." It really was like that. I did a lot of soul searching. Checked out a lot of books at the library: Buddhist books, history books on Jesus Christ, Existentialist books. Spent a lot of time with my toes in the sand, watching the sunset, thinking about life. I saw things in a perspective that I had never seen them before because of what I had learned. When you don't have a perfect childhood (nobody does), some people have a harder time letting go and moving on than others. At 25, I reached a point where I was able to totally move on. Since then, I haven't had any animosity or negative feeling for people in my past. Only compassion. Even for myself. Even if I start to feel resentment, it quickly goes away. I was filled with this feeling of love and compassion and peace of mind like I had never had before. Shortly after that, I became pregnant with Monet and life got a little more complicated. I didn't have as much freedom or instant gratification as I was used to. That was fine, I still had the peace of mind, I just had a lot more frustrations. I love Monet with all my heart, but she was a very difficult baby. She had very bad colic and didn't sleep through the night until I trained her when she was over a year. I was dealing with that alone, so it was ultra stressful. I always think how grateful I am for the peace of mind I found before I had kids and started a family. As I was reading The Four Agreements, I remembered exactly how I felt. It brought back all these memories of the realization I had six years ago and how it helps me even today. I write this for myself because I love it so much. Here's a bit of my favorite part:

Imagine living your life without being afraid to take a risk and to explore life. You are not afraid to lose anything. You are not afraid to be alive in the world, and you are not afraid to die.

Imagine that you love yourself just the way you are. you love your body just the way it is, and you love your emotions just the way they are. You know that you are perfect as you are.

You can live....in heaven.

This Week

2010-10-16T16:08:00.000-07:00

I went here twice.

Got these on sale today..Yay! I've been wanting them for a while. But I couldn't justify paying full price.

Almost done reading this.

This week has been full. Wednesday night, we drove down to San O. It was a little gray out, but the water was warm. The waves were big. After a struggle to get out, I caught a fun wave with my friend Tony. I paddled back out. A set came in and I didn't quite make it over one of the waves. I lost my board and my leash snaped off. I swam as fast as I could and caught it right before another wave crashed on my head. I caught a couple more over head waves, then paddled in so Robby could have a good surf before the sun went down. Plus, I was a little nervous due to the size and losing my board and all. We had a bonfire. The kids ate way too many marshmellows. We drove home, stinky like ash and sandy. It was fun.

The new season of Biggest Loser started. It is my favorite show ever. It's inspiring and motivational. They take these people who are depressed and unmotivated and morbidly obese and they work them out to the max and feed them only healthy food. They usually have some sort of emotional breakthrough and all of them lose weight. Last week, this tough guy from Chicago was taking a beating from Bob, one of the trainers. After his weigh in, he said, " You think you have reached your physical limit, then Bob pushes you to a place you had no idea you could reach." He said he almost cried on national television. Then, he told about how prior to the show, he had been on 7 injections of insulin and taking 6 pills twice a day for various medical problems. He felt like a walking pharmacy. He said, after just a few weeks of working out hard (they pretty much work out all day), he was off ALL medication. He said, when you show your body love, it's the best medicine.

On that note, I got a three month free pass to 24 Hour Fitness thanks to some lawsuit. I worked out there twice last week. It was amazing. The gym is an old friend of mine. I hadn't been there since Monet was a tiny baby. But, going back it felt like I had never left. I put my headphones on. I sweat. I pushed myself so hard. It felt amazing and all in peace with Isaac in the little kiddie gym.

I started reading the "Four Agreements" this week. I'm almost done. I love inspirational, philosophical kind of reads. Most of the information isn't totally new to me. It's just good to be reminded. The author, Don Miguel Ruiz, is from Mexico. He became a surgeon after studying in the US, but after a near death experience, decided to go back to his roots and study spirituality from a shaman. The book is based on these four agreements that a group of spiritualists called to Toltecs believed to help you create your own mental heaven on earth. It's good.

cousin visit

2010-10-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

Sienna and Isaac each put their legs in a sand hole and got stuck together.

Robby was so annoyed I was taking pictures, but I had to document our day on the town without the kids. It's always too short.

One of the days they were here, we went to Doheny. It was so fun. This is Jen on a decent sized wave. When the swell hits Doheny, it's so fun to surf there. Brian loved it.

The only evidence of Monet's two lost teeth. Soon to be never found in the sand pile.

How could you not love this squishy thing?! These are from Brian and Liz's trip in September I believe. I can't remember if I posted them before.

October 2010

2010-10-07T20:45:00.000-07:00

People take different roads seeking fulfillment & happiness. Just
because they're not on your road doesn't mean they've gotten lost.

Dalai Lama

I was visiting another blog, Kind Over Matter, on my blog roll over to the side and found that quote. I immediately liked it....then saw who it was from. I love everything he says, so it figures. Fall tried to sneak it's way in for a few days this week. It was so nice to bundle up and hear rain falling in the middle of the night. It rained for two days. Trying to fight the urge to waste time and money in the thrift store, I made a berry pie from scratch (it turned out more like berry soup with a delicious pastry crust) and two loaves of whole wheat french bread. Then, right before the rain broke, I gave in and went to Goodwill. Spent too much money. Got awesome stuff. When I was there, I saw a dirty diaper on the ground. (Only dirty with number one. It wasn't that gross) I've seen worse, so I didn't think that much of it. I came home, put Isaac down to nap. A couple hours later, Isaac woke up and was running around. I went to pick him up and noticed he felt thinner than usual. He had no diaper on...and he had peed in his little overalls. For a split second, I thought I forgot to put his diaper on or something. Then, I realized Isaac pulled off his own diaper back in the Goodwill! So sneaky.

Monet lost her second tooth. With both teeth, the adult tooth has pushed through behind the loose tooth. Super gnarly. Last night, she was eating an apple and mentioned it hurt her loose tooth. She went on to eat a piece of pizza, then I noticed something red in her mouth like blood. I said, "Monet, let me look in your mouth. I think your tooth is gone." It was gone alright...and nowhere to be found. Most likely in her digestive system. So far, we're 0 for 2. At least the tooth fairy still comes if you leave her a note.

It's already back to blue skies in the 80's. Planning on surfing tomorrow, but we'll see.

surf mom video

2010-09-13T16:59:00.000-07:00

I thought this day would never come...

2010-09-08T11:22:00.001-07:00

(First day of Kindergarten)

(Isaac wanted to be a big kid too)

(the juice box craze of the summer)

(Monet loved ballet)

I totally remember my first day of Kindergarten. I was so excited. I remember everything about my teacher (Mrs. McDonald) and my classroom, the playground and the friends I made. We would get these little cut out awards for each area of study we passed. I remember I loved learning math... Robby wanted Monet to feel special starting school, so we took her and Isaac to Knott's Berry Farm yesterday. It was all his idea and such a good one because there was hardly anyone there. There were no lines for most of the rides and they have so much to do for the little kids. Even Isaac got to ride on some rides. I'm not sure how safe that was, but he had fun. Monet's favorite ride was the scariest, biggest and fastest roller coaster for her height. She barely reached the height line. It was one of those fast roller coasters that goes upside down and spins around. She went on it four times! We got one of those pictures they take and then sell you because I forgot my camera. I'll try to post it soon.

Monet wasn't thrilled about her first day of school. She asked, "Do I have to go to Kindergarten everyday?" When I told her yes, she said she wanted to stay with me. The second day went much better. I think she was just tired from the day before.

Last Week

2010-09-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

Our story of the week (out of sequence):

(image from liquidsaltmag online)

Only surfed once this week. I almost didn't go because right now I'm shark bait and where we were going is a hang out of theirs. Also, I had already taken a road trip on Tuesday to the Santa Monica pier. I was a little burnt out on driving, but carpe diem. I piled the kids in the car and we met up with our neighbors for a day at San O. The sun never totally cam out, but the kids played and Johanna and I took turns surfing. I'm so glad she's an extrovert and that we became friends. I put this beautiful picture up from liquid salt online mag because it reminds me of San O waves. Perfect for walking on your board. It was fun. There were a few long boarders out that were amazing. It's always nice to see a graceful surfer.

I totally don't care if you judge me, but this has been my guilty pleasure. My brain is so fried after putting the kids to bed, most nights all I can do is watch a little TV, then crash into bed. I love hearing each person's story about their tattoo. Half of them, I'm rolling my eyes at how stupid it is and the other half I think are cool. I also love how each tattoo artist has chosen to be something that is not normal in our society. You seriously have to commit to a lifestyle when you have a tattoo crawling up your neck.
Like I said, we went to the Santa Monica pier Tuesday. I had never actually been on the pier. I usually try to drive through LA as fast as I can to get to Malibu or more north. Anyway, the pier is set up like a carnival. We met up with Aunt Sue and Uncle Ben and our cousin Luke. Monet and Luke held hands. We got cotton candy, the kids rode on the rides. It was a lot of fun. I think it would be a great place for a date.

(image found online)

Friday, we met up with the surf mom group, but it was too windy to surf. As soon as we got to the beach, Monet ran to the water. It was freezing, but that didn't stop her. She begged me to take her surfing. I was hesitant only because it was so cold and she always backs out. So, I told her, "If I get my wetsuit on, you have to get on the board. You can't change your mind."

She agreed and actually let me push her into some little waves. This is a first. so I was super surprised and excited. And, she liked it. Maybe next time, she'll let me take her further out.

We also spent hours at the park Wednesday, which was nice since we haven't been there in a while. We're trying to squeeze every last inch of funness out of summer, since Monet starts school next Wednesday.

Doheny

2010-08-26T16:57:00.001-07:00

Isaac has a buzz! I broke down because Isaac needed a haircut and it is such a battle to cut his hair. He just won't sit still, so I went out and bought a shaver. Now Robby wants one too.

We've been at the beach tons. Nate and Cassie in the RV.

(image from smartgirlswhosurf.com)

The surf was like this today, except bigger and there were 4 more waves coming right behind it. It was so fun. The moms group drove down to Doheny, which was the perfect choice for today. It only breaks big there once a year or so. All the kids played and had fun. I was hoping it would be good, because last week was so-so. We drove to Seal Beach, which was alright. There were a bunch of shortboarders sitting on the inside blocking the way. I didn't expect that since that break is such a longboard break. Plus, It's a hike to the beach. But, it was fun just being there. I hadn't been there in about a year. Later in the week, we went to 37th street in Newport, which is a shortboard break. I wasn't totally planning to surf and I didn't. It was too big and scary for me. So, Doheny was a pleasant surprise. Plus, a new mom came out, Alyssa. We got to surf together and that was fun. We rode a couple waves together and she's good.

San Onofre was Magical Friday

2010-08-21T19:48:00.001-07:00

Not a bad view, under a grass hut

The adorable baby Dominic. He is soooo sweet.

Isaac was constantly found hovered over the food table.

Little Cassy doing some rock art.

Kindra and Dominic

Kindra took all the pictures at San O Friday. San O is a magical place. I want to spend as much time as possible there. I feel like we never know how long some of these beaches will be around as they are now. There's a pretty large nuclear power plant there that needs to be updated. The community just won a battle with a construction firm which was trying to build a toll road there. I feel like it's a constant battle to keep our earth as nice as possible.

The waves were epic Friday. The biggest ones were 6 or 7 feet. The report said 3-5 or something, but it was bigger. I start to panic when I see a wave crashing at me that is that size, but then I dive under the wave and I remember where I am. At San O the waves are soft and rolly...for the most part. It's a must to have a long board there. Once you are in the wave, when it's that big, you feel like you are flying in the air with a wall of wave behind you. And the ride lasts forever. You just float along this wave for days. Then you hop off and paddle back out and do it all over again. It's a far paddle which makes for a good workout.

I've been surfing a lot lately. Mostly at Bolsa Chica. The waves have been small, but I can't complain. The girls I surf with are awesome. The kids are so sweet and I love that everyone gets along.

small waves, friends and surf moms

2010-08-14T20:13:00.000-07:00

Maurella and Ekemba

When my parents came to town, I drove to LA after work for my friend Maurella and her fiance's impromptu engagement party. Maurella and I met at work. She's a social worker too. She's one of my favorite favorite friends. Down to earth, fun, laid back. I am so happy her and Ekemba are getting married. I love the rare night out, but dread the consequences so I don't do it that often. The next day, my mom tells me, watching the kids was, "very hard." Hilarious.

Jen O. surfing.

I realized something the other day. Last summer was good in it's own way. Lots of walks and play days at the park. Time at the beach, but not a lot of surfing. It was the first summer I really made peace with that. I decided I wasn't going to get bummed when I walked by the waves and couldn't surf even though they were perfect and rolly, because I had the kids. Anyway, this summer I have surfed more than I have ever surfed since I was too pregnant with Monet. I have met the coolest girls (or surf moms) and become better friends with the few I met last year. I feel so lucky. It's been fun.

Summer Time

2010-08-08T19:07:00.000-07:00

The kids played while we watched the surfers at the US Open. That was nice.

I am in love with my friend Cathy's boys. She scored the sweat bands and water bottle guitar at one of the venues. This is Zach.

Isaac has a serious sweet tooth. When he sees the chocolate chips in the cupboard, he freaks out.

Monet, Juliana, Christie and Logan. I love our little friends.

Monet's birthday. She clung to Robby all day. It was sweet. He's been working a lot. Summer is his busy season. Everyone wants home repairs.

Shore break. I'm not complaining. It was fun.

Same day. Super small and fun.

These two would cuddle on the couch and watch a movie. They even wanted to sleep in the same sleeping bag...but that didn't happen.

It's been a little hectic around here, but mostly fun. My parents usually stay with us for two weeks at the end of the summer. It's really the only time I see them each year. This time they came twice in the span of two weeks. They brought Grandma Carol and Mariah the first trip. My nephew Logan came along for the second trip. When Grandma Carol was here, we went down to Crystal Cove and saw all the old beach cottages there. I wish I could live in one. A little beach cottage with an ocean breeze is my dream house. We ate lunch at the cafe and I brought back a nice book with the history of each cottage along with photos as far back as they date. Monet loved having Logan here as did I. They played together the entire time and never got sick of each other. Monet's birthday party was success. We had a pinata and a mermaid cake. We ended up going to a water park in the morning, so I ran out of time to actually make a cake. Each kid got a swing at the pinata, but it was the moms who ended up cracking it open.

I've gotten to surf more than expected thanks to the surf moms group and waking up super early. I find myself calling each surf session "surprisingly fun" and I think I know why. My long board was out of commission because with the kids around, it took me extra long to fix the dings. In the mean time, I was riding my 8'2" fun board. It's super fun on any wave and I get more of a work out when I paddle on it. Other than that, we've been in the sun a lot, walking around town. Saw the band Weezer downtown at the US Surf Open for free last night. Isaac was dancing around and loved it. Their music is so fun. They played on a stage on the sand. The crowd was all around them and the huge blue ocean was the backdrop. That was rad.

Monet starts Kindergarten in 3 weeks. My heart kind of dropped when I realized how soon it was. I love my job. It payes the bills, but I don't want to have her in school all week and then be gone at work all weekend...might be looking into a new job strategy real soon...

Summer finally came

2010-07-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

Summer finally came. June gloom was still lingering around into July. We woke up to the sun on Tuesday and it hasn't left since. It feels sooo good. We've been at the beach everyday. I've been surfing a lot. The waves have been small and fun. Woke up at dawn and went out a couple times. Went with the mom's group a couple times. So greatful for the other moms who drag their kids and boards to the beach to play. Yesterday, I forgot my wetsuit top at home and went out in my bikini. I love how that feels. The water was actually perfect. Monet's been learning how to swim which is good. Except when she's getting pounded by shore break and I ask her to move up the beach a little and her response is, "It's ok, I know how to swim now mom!!"

The days have been going by faster than usual. Playing at the beach, riding bikes to swim lessons, playing with friends..... I love Summer.

(Photograph of Fly surfing by JP Van Swae found on Liquid Salt Mag)

a poem and the surf

2010-06-30T11:33:00.000-07:00

Jonesing to Surf

October 2009

To be honest

I could watch guys surf all day

rubber fish

log riding

fat rolly waves

long rides cruise to shore like vacation

October chill air

smells like breakfast

bacon

buttery pancakes

fried egg over hard

thick concrete pier planks

crustations crowd pilons cram like termites

and every time I do

a piece of my heart breaks off and melts into the rest of me

floats away like an ice rock

peeing out with my morning coffee

polar bears and penguins fear for extinction

I look down at the two below me

round pillow cheeks

limp limbs and lips

chest rise and crash

fish out of water and a little part of my heart grows back

a red rubber balloon that's inflating

but just at the start

(Robby at the pier in the later part of '09)

Today, I woke up early and had the urge to surf. I poured Monet a bowl of cereal, packed my car and drove to Bolsa. Robby and Isaac were still in bed. It was only shore break, so I headed for the pier. I called my girlfriend Chris and she met me in the water. I love seeing the view of the pier in all of it's stature from the water. It's amazing they can build such a sturdy structure in water. The water was textured and the waves were slow to build. But, they peeked up pretty quick when they decided to break. I had a short lived left with a suicide jump over the top before it closed out and a long rolly right all the way to shore. It was worth it just to feel the warm water. I raced home to take Monet to summer camp.

Surfing Bolsa and other stuff

2010-06-19T10:17:00.000-07:00

(beautiful Art by Ron Croci)

I was so excited to start up with the Mom's surf group again. So excited; It was all I could think about. I even missed Monet's doctor's appointment. I feel like I have so many things running through my mind, I have to hyperfocus on one thing so I won't forget it. Then, I forget everything else except the one thing I was hyperfocusing on. The surf was so much fun. We met up near the jetty at Bolsa Chica. Perfect easy-to-catch A frames coming in consistantly. Shoulder high. The sun was out. The water warm. One of my favorite friends arranged our meet up: Jen. I met her last year through the same group. I have a really hard time making new friends. Not meeting people, but picking up the phone or hanging out with someone I don't already know. It is so awkward for me. It's usually the other person who reaches out to me that I become friends with. I'm a closet shy person. Outwardly, I don't think anyone would notice because I love being around people and meeting people as long as other people are there. Like in a group. It's just the getting to know the person part. For me, Jen was one of those poeple I just felt comfortable with since we met.

Last summer, I dragged my parents down to Doheney because there was a swell and they happened to be in town. The waves were big. Overhead. That's why I went to Doheney. I paddled out and I see Jen. Out of everyone in the water, we just happened to find eachother. It was so fun. She is sweet and down to earth. She has two adorable little girls. Monet swam in the ocean with her oldest for over 2 hours on Thursday. After our surf session, the girls and Isaac were huddled in her RV watching the Wiggles. We're going out again Monday. I can't wait. I'll try not to hyperfocus.

Help Ban Plastic Grocery Bags!!

2010-05-29T09:27:00.000-07:00

(images from the web)

Click on the link to send an e-mail to your state assemblymember, calling for immediate action to ban plastic grocery bags. I did:

http://www.environmentcalifornia.org/action/oceans/10-days-left?id4=tafsent

It's on http://www.environmentcalifornia.org/

(Found the link over at 23 Breaths on my side bar)

Laguna Art Museum

2010-05-17T20:37:00.000-07:00

I had ripped an ad out of the paper because I noticed the second painting in it and wanted more. It was for an exhibition at the Laguna Art Museum. Unfortunately, I missed the show, but looked the artist up online: Joe Forkan. (The images are from his website.) He's based a series of paintings of images from one of my all time favorite movies, "The Big Lebowski." Then, he bases his interpretation of them from other famous works of art...I can't think of the right way to describe it. I love what he's done. Paintings are so much better when they are right in front of you. I'm sure he'll have another exhibit soon and hopefully I'll be able to go. If you want to hear his explanation of his work, here's the link:

http://joeforkanblog.com/?cat=4

Coconut Chocolate Chunk Cookies and a new chair

2010-05-11T20:27:00.000-07:00

So serious. This is the first time Isaac was actually scared on the swing. Weird.

We've enjoyed the sunny outdoors lately.

Coconut Chocolate Chunk: Dangerous

So, to make these dangerous cookies, take a prepackaged dry cookie mix. Instead of the oil, just use 3/4. Then for the other 1/4, substitute coconut oil. Then add 3/4 cps shredded coconut. The coconut oil is so flavorful, even more so than the shredded coconut. This could be done to any recipe really. I'm just obsessed with coconut.

I love how this turned out. It is my first reupholster attempt. It was so fun. I put in our bedroom and it pulls the room together.

I recently watched an episode of Community. I was crying, I was laughing so hard...might have been because I was delusionally tired. Who knows.

Surfing Bolsa

2010-04-25T10:50:00.001-07:00

These aren't my pictures..just found them online. I was trying to find pictures that felt like my surf session yseterday. There was a little swell. The waves were slow to build, but had some good momentum once you got in. The rides were really fun. Sometimes,I wait so long between surf sessions, I feel like I won't know what to do when a wave comes at me. Then, when I finally paddle out, I feel at home. I think, oh yeah, I forgot how good this feel and why I love it so much. It felt like flying on those waves yesterday...floating over the top of them just before they closed out. The water was green and cold. Thinking about earth day. I celebrate earth day everyday. I love our earth. I want to take good care of it because I love it so much. Things I love about the earth:

paddeling into a wave and riding on it
walking on the sand
feeling the sun on my skin
riding my bike and seeing the view of the beautiful earth: the grass, sea, mountains, flowers, trees
the good food it produces. I just picked a bunch of lettuce I have been gardening. It was good. I love fresh herbs in food, especially basil. It makes food taste sooo good
running and breathing in the fresh air
watching dolphins play in the ocean
listening to waves crash
seeing the moon and stars in the sky, especially when camping in the middle of nowhere
bonfires

There are so many things, I could go on forever.

Hair Repair

2010-04-20T09:09:00.000-07:00

Back to the closest-to-natural color as possible. A little darker because it will fade.

Here's a tip for getting your hair done on a budget...which for me is zero dollars :). I love getting a good haircut, but they are sooo expensive. And, occasionally I like to color or lighten my hair which is even more expensive. When I was single, I could afford it or the sun would naturally lighten my hair because I surfed so much. Anyway, some of the nice salons require their stylists to perform haircuts and color on models every season. These are not students. They are stylists who have to learn new techniques and styles. You can sign up on their website or call the salon and ask to leave your contact info to be a hair model. The cut is free and if you get color, you only pay for the product. I get mine done at Toni and Guys. I paid 20$ to get my hair colored at a super nice salon. (I always leave a tip based on the actual price of what I have done.) Awesome. Now, I'm waiting to get a call for a hair cut....The frizzy ends are out of control.

New Dress

2010-04-16T20:30:00.003-07:00

Monet is a handful, but she is as sweet as she looks.

I made this dress. It's lined. It has button holes. I learned a bunch of tricks I hadn't known before. It's called a bubble dress and I got the pattern from the Purl Bee website (you can click on their craft blog on my list to the left). I've had the pattern for over 2 years, but was putting if off because of intimidation. Monet is reaching the largest size on the pattern, so I knew I had to try it soon. It's as if the skill level was typed onto the pattern: Way beyond your level; be scared. Or something like that. I read each step several times because sewing language is one of it's own. Then, I placed one foot in front of the other, blindly. I felt so proud when it actually looked cute on Monet. Not to mention, comfortable. I'm thinking the next couple will be a breeze. That's how it usually works.

Patty Griffin Remorse

2010-04-12T18:51:00.000-07:00

(someone's random image of Patty Griffin online)

I love music more than normal people. I went to my first live show at 12 with a friend and her older sister. I have easily seen over 100 shows since.

I did not go see Patty Griffin at the Wiltern Saturday. I spent the day working at the hospital. I'm lucky to love my job. I came home like a good little mom and hung out with my family after work. I walked down to the water where they were. The waves were swollen and the tide was high. Bathed the kids and dragged my body into bead. Even if I did go, I would have been to tired and preoccupied with the kids to enjoy myself. One day we'll play guitar and sing together.

I'm listening to her new cd right now. It's bluesy and soulful and I loooove it. My friend suprised me with a copy today.

lately

2010-04-01T10:58:00.003-07:00

Monet is doing so good in swimming. It's too early to tell, but she picked it up really naturally. We go twice a week.

Isaac can eat with a spoon or fork now. I wouldn't have even given him one because he is only one year and two months. But, Robby gave him a fork over the weekend and he knew what to do with it.

My parents came to visit for 5 days. We love it. We went on long walks, thrift store shopping (my dad actually likes to thrift store shop as much as I do), had a bonfire, and just enjoyed our time together.

This is from St. Patrick's Day. We were all wearing green, so I wanted to take a picture.

These were really good. Flourless Chocolate-walnut cookies. Go here for recipe:

http://www.self.com/fooddiet/recipes/2008/12/flourless-chocolate-walnut-cookies

This pizza turns out good everytime. It's a pretty generic version of BBQ chicken Pizza. Use your favorite pizza dough recipe. Use BBQ sauce instead of red sauce, throw on some shredded chicken(I like to toss it in BBQ sauce too), sliced red onion and mozzarella cheese.

Our bonfire with Grandma Char and Grandpa Andy.

Isaac being naughty naughty. So cute.

Before Robby and I went on a date. Monet asked, "Can I go on your date with you?" She also asked my dad if he swallowed a watermelon.

All in all, I loved having my parents here. Every other time they have come, I have gotten some surfing time in. But, this time it was high tide in the morning. So, by the time the waves were good, it was windy. Plus, I'm really cautious because I don't surf as much and there was a swell this week. I know I'm lame, but it didn't happen this time. Even so, I'm so glad they got to visit.

I'm beginning to love Joel Stein

2010-03-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

(Picture from Time Mag)

Yesterday, I was reading an older copy of Time magazine from last October and stumbled accross an article by Joel Stein. I was laughing so hard, I was crying.
http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,1929217,00.html

I found this one too in the New Yorker:
http://www.newyorker.com/archive/2005/08/22/050822sh_shouts

I love good comedy. good to me that is. Anything that will make me laugh. The uncontrollable laughter that makes you cry.

A Buddhist monk and other stuff

2010-03-10T09:33:00.000-08:00

(photo from Oprah.com)

Oprah recently interviewed Thich Nhat Hanh. I love every word spoken from this Buddhist Monk. Not to mention the 83 year old studied at Princeton, taught at Columbia and Martin Luther King Jr. called him an apostle of peace and nonviolence.

Here are some quotes I enjoyed:

~ "Enlightenment is always there. Small enlightenment will bring great enlightenment. If you breathe in and are aware that you are alive and that you can touch the miracle of being alive then that is a kind of enlightenment." ~

~ "We have to continue to learn. We have to be open. And we have to be ready to release our knowledge in order to come to a higher understanding of reality." ~

Here's the article if interested:

http://www.oprah.com/spirit/Oprah-Talks-to-Thich-Nhat-Hanh/2

Monet's cousins came for a visit. Can't wait to have them again.

I finished a messenger bag for Charlie. Don't look too closely, especially at the edges. I didn't use any patterns. I looked at a bunch of bags online and thought about how to construct it for a while. I'm pretty pleased with how it turned out except for the cream edges on the body of the bag (embarrassingly bad I know)....it's a learning process. I think I need a more industrial machine for it's thickness. But, I really can't justify that for a hobby at this point and time. I used all recycled materials including pockets from throw-away shorts and a shirt.
Our new neighbor: Coco
March has been mostly sunny and fun for us. A few storms here and there, but mostly days at the park, art projects, sewing.... I made a bean soup for the first time with a pack Grandma Carol sent our way. Isaac especially loved it. We drove through Rancho Palos Verdes and watched our good friends Tony and Joy renew their vows at the Wayfarer Chapel. *(insert comment about the ridiculousness of renewing vows here-ha ha) The chapel is made out of glass. It sits on a steep hill overlooking the ocean. The road that takes you there is like something along the Italian coast. I can't believe I have lived here my entire life and never driven through there. Along that same road is a surfing spot called The Cove. So, at least I know how to get there now. I picked up some roller skates for Monet at Goodwill and she has been loving them. No surf so far for me this month, but lots of time outside in the sun. The parents are coming down at the end of the month and they know I will be dragging them around to all of my beloved spots....can't wait. I'm like a kid at Christmas.

Be My Velentine--oops forgot to post this yesterday

2010-02-12T11:22:00.000-08:00

These are my little sweet hearts. I decided years ago, I loved Valentine's Day. In my early 20's, I used to use any excuse to feel sorry for myself and Valentine's Day was a great one. Eventually, I started loving being single and that love affair lasted many years. And by single, I mean dating occasionally with no long term commitment. Valentine's Day became one of my favorite times to make treats for all of my dear friends and family and to tell them how much I loved them (or if I happened to be dating anyone -most often not).

This year Monet and I made coconut lime cookies which were sooo good. We painted picture frames (99 cents at Michael's), made necklaces and decorated cards.

To find recipe: http://www.recipezaar.com/ (they are listed as coconut lime stars)

Isaac is one..and other stuff

2010-02-12T10:51:00.000-08:00

Robot birthday cake...duh:)

I thought Monet's chalk art was pretty. And, her handwriting is looking good too.

Kindergarten starting in September. Hers is a full day too 830-230. Can words really describe my excitement?

I made another one of these beauties during our last storm. I love the straps. A while back, I found two big plastic bags with all this super old lace, ribbons, zippers and other cool stuff while thrift store shopping.

My girlfriend, Chris, is a teacher, so we get to play on all of her many holidays. I love Monet's eyes in this picture. I think it's Chris's shirt that's bringing them out. It's been raining so much that no one wants to surf in the drain run off water. So, we rode our bikes to sugar shack instead.

Isaac turned one on the 5th. I could not believe it was already time to celebrate his 1st birthday. This year has flown by. I love this kid soooo much. He is sweet and precious and soft and funny. He constantly makes me smile. He has been the easiest baby ever. I feel so lucky I get to love him and watch him grow up.

February so far

2010-02-04T20:57:00.001-08:00

Robby turned 41 on the 1st!!

He was super grumpy all week every time I mentioned his birthday. As soon as he walked downstairs on his birthday and Monet showed him the banner we had made, he was happy for the rest of the day. I think he does not like to feel that he's getting older. But, we like celebrating his life.

(Monet has to be naked at every possible moment.)

(I love Isaac's teeth. Every time he smiles it makes me laugh.)

These are my new favorite things to make...

Thrift Store Finds

2010-01-19T14:12:00.001-08:00

70's jewelry

70's fabric

before

after

The lamp was fun. I kind of think I should have left the dark base...other than that, I love how it turned out. I just feel so trapped with our house and all the late 80's decor. We have entire walls covered in mirror. Plus, I can't paint because I don't want to paint, then re-paint if we move....It would cost a lot. So, I've been trying to update and I'm loving the turquoise and oranges. I plan on making these really cool flower shaped pot warmer things with the fabric. I love all things vintage. LOVE.

My next project is a headboard.

Zee Avi and Joel Tudor Surfboards

2010-01-09T09:50:00.000-08:00

I found some good new music and I'm in love...Zee Avi. I heard she was from my neck of the woods too. I browse through magazines in hopes of finding someone new and good to check out. Then, I sample the music online. Usually, one out of 20 is worth buying. I'm so picky about what I like these days (in regards to music). Most likely because my time is so limited. I could play this girl's album all day.

I also broke out my guitar last night. It was resting against the fridge and Robby was walking by, "Do you even play your guitar anymore?"

Which really, I play more than he knows because he's gone at work when I'm at home a lot of the time. It felt good. Of course, I did stay up until 11 because of this...well worth it. Once I push past the sleepiness, I get this cloud of energy.
http://www.zeeavi.com

I surfed Tuesday. It felt soooo good to get in the water. It was high tide at 20th Street, which is not my favorite spot. I go out of convenience. And, in actuality, I have had a couple of my most favorite surfing days of all times there. I get nervous at 20th Street because these heavy, big waves come out of nowhere. It's a heavier break than most of Huntington. It was small Tuesday. I caught a really fun right and a left that was short lived, but fun to dive into the face of the wave barely escaping death by white wash. I surfed on our friend's Joel Tudor board. Only because that's the one Robby had out. It is awesome!! His boards are sooo expensive and if I had an abundance of money, yes a nice surf board would be one of the things I would be indulgent on...along with a good camera, a quality guitar, a car that gives out zero emissions...and a little cottage by the beach...okay, so maybe I have a list. I hate to admit that. But this board is amazing. It's almost like it floats perfectly smooth just so it's easier to walk on. It's like a magic surfboard. Not to mention I am mesmerized when I watch Joel Tudor dance along a wave.

http://www.joeltudor.com

cheers to a new year

2010-01-07T16:26:00.000-08:00

Just made this little beauty today. Super easy. Found the idea on a blog..of course I can't remember whose. Probably one of the craft blogs on my side bar. Yarn and a plastic lid from yogurt or something.

We went on the Huntington Harbor cruise of lights. It was awesome. These people go all out. They put in some serious time lighting up their houses and the money for the tickets went to the OC philharmonics. I want to make it a tradition.

hopes for twenty-ten:

exercise more, therefor getting into better cardiovascular shape, therefor getting into better physical shape, in hopes of never again having to hear Monet say whilst pushing on my stomach, "Mommy, your tummy is squishy. he he he."
actually open my paint box and create a painting...or three or four.
surf more even if it means waking up earlier or surfing in not my perfect conditions.
spend less $$. Use things I already have...be more creative.
write 5 whole songs. Beginning to end.
be more patient with Monet...this is a hard one. I tell myself that daily and then....
breathe deeper. Be more calm. Be more positive. Be healthy. Eat less sugar. Cook more. (I feel pretty positive and peaceful, but you can always be more of that.)

That's all I can think of for now. It feels good to write hopes/goals down. I just need a constant reminder because I forget so quickly. Happy new year.

Christmas 2009

2009-12-14T16:08:00.003-08:00

The packages and letters are in the mail, so I feel mostly ready for Christmas. I want to make some more treats, visit a few more people, wrap a few more gifts. We've gone to see Santa. First year Monet hasn't been deathly afraid of him. Took Christmas pictures on the beach. Made ornaments, made more ornaments, made a ginger bread house. A tree fell over across the street during one of our windy/rainy winter storms. Luckily, it fell directly onto the sidewalk rather than a car or through a front window. Right outside our bedroom window, the tops of the palm trees sway really hard during those storm. I'm always worried about them falling over and crashing through the wall. Isaac thinks he can talk now and is saying almost complete words. He's walking really well.

Monet said something cute last week. It was raining, so I took her to the inside McDondald's playland. There were three brothers and her all playing on the slides. The oldest one was 5 and the youngest one 2 or so. We were driving home and she quietly said, "Mommy, those boys said I was a girlfriend and I told them no, I am not a girlfriend."

It was so funny because she doesn't really know what being a girlfriend is...I was laughing.

November so far

2009-11-23T12:20:00.003-08:00

One down. Only like 7 more to go.
Monet finished her first ballet class.
Enjoying a little piece of HB: The city gym.
Pre-birthday bonfire. The night was perfect. Robby made his famous chili, by request. We put the kids to bed. Watched Endless Summer outside on the big screed and stayed warm by the bonfire. Good times. Lots of fun stories. This reminded me how much I love hanging out with my friends..not that I had forgotten. It was just nice to have the kids tucked into bed for a night with grown-ups.
Just took this of Robby this morning. Wish I had a surfing photographer :) Can't wait to surf tomorrow....I'm so excited. I don't want to have any expectations. I just want to get wet.

Our Trip to Sacramento

2009-11-08T20:40:00.001-08:00

As soon as we got off the plane, I had to get in the water. The ocean was sparkling. Of course these are of Robby. He got in after me.

We love Grandpa Andy

Just some of our November birthdays. Brian, Liz, Charlie, Emily, Kaitlyn, Char, Karen and me.

Liz made these cute flower clips for Monet.

Brodie and Monet.

Little Rosie sleeping on Grandpa Andy.

The beautiful trees changing color.

Monet loves Rosie. We made her wear a shirt covering her mouth to protect baby girl.

We went to visit our family in Sacramento...especially the latest edition, little Sienna Rose. Monet likes to call her "Rosie." Monet climbed trees and had sword fights with her cousins, Logan and Brodie. Grandma Carol was so sweet to host a birthday party for some of the family born in November. We drank hot chocolate and told stories about Grandpa Austin with Grandma Mimi, Karen, Nan and Dave. Mostly we hung out at Liz's house and got to know little Rosie.

I also got to wip Charlie in ping pong and hang out with my dad a lot. Charlie had no idea I could even play ping pong. He tried all his fancy spins, but he didn't know about my snappy back hand!! Monet is still talking about Grandma Char. My parents are so good to their grandkids.

Poor Man's Coconut Curry Soup

2009-10-20T09:52:00.001-07:00

This soup is the bomb. I made it poor man's style...because that's what I am.

It takes about 30 min to make. Here's some easy directions with some variations included.

Ingredients:

2 cloves garlic finely chopped.

1 small white/yellow onion cut to your desired consistency for soup

2 cups veggies (I used carrots, green beans, and cauliflower from a bag of frozen veggies...let them thaw before adding them.)

3 large potatoes cubed (I used my favorite: red)

2-14oz cans chicken broth

1-14oz can coconut milk (Use the regular kind. It's naturally unsweetened)

2 tsp curry powder (I used the yellow/greenish kind. It's very mild.)

1/4cp milk

2 Tbs flour

1 Tbs butter or olive oil (I used olive oil)

(If you want it to be a chicken soup: add meat from a rotisserie chicken or a couple cans of cooked chicken after the potatoes are cooked. Or, you can use raw chicken. Just, throw it in with the garlic and onions until browned. Continue cooking it with the potatoes.)

Directions:

In one of those huge soup pots, heat the butter or oil with the chopped up garlic and onion on low/med heat until lightly browned. (If you want to add raw chicken, add it now and don't continue with rest of ingredients until it is browned. Now, add the chicken broth, veggies and potatoes. Cook about 20 min or until potatoes are fork tender. In a separate cup, mix milk and flour until thick. Add to soup until dissolved. Add coconut milt and curry powder. I garnished with some avocado. It gave it a buttery taste...soooo good and easy.

This soup reminded me of the kind Grandma Mimi would make when I was staying with her and Grandpa during my college days. Robby even like it and he doesn't like curry.

October

2009-10-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

Notice the shoes on her baby. so funny. She loves this alien looking baby.

I love this shot because I caught the birds flying over. Robby and Jim went out for Jim's birthday. It was super high tide and the waves were breaking pretty steep, closer to the shore. So, I didn't get a lot of good surfing shots this day. It was so beautiful out. The sun was out early.

Apple Crisp

2009-10-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

I got a big bag of apples at the 99 cent store. They actually have produce there and I usually find kids Good Earth cereal bars and snacks there too. That's one of my favorite brands and it runs on the expensive side at my favorite health food store.
Here's a tip I learned from Rachel Ray: You can squeeze the lemon like this, so the seeds don't fall in your food.

Super easy apple crisp:

Ingredients:

8 cups firm tart apples, sliced

4 Tbs sugar

2 Tbs lemon juice

2/3 cps flour

2 cps oats

1 cp brn sugar

1 tsp salt

2 tsp cinnamon

2/3 cps melted butter

(I added chopped walnuts to mine)

Directions:

preheat oven to 375 F

In 9 x 12 in baking dish, combine apples, lemon, & sugar. Set aside. Mix flour, oats, brn sugar, salt & cinnamon. Toss with melted butter until crumbly. Top apples with mixture. Bake 30-35 min or until apples are tender. Yum-easy!

Samoa

2009-10-01T11:53:00.001-07:00

my thoughts are with Samoa....

around surf city

2009-09-25T10:34:00.000-07:00

enjoying...

2009-09-19T09:00:00.000-07:00

I was just thinking about some things I've been enjoying lately...(not actual images. Just ones I liked online)

Yerba mate tea...in my french press...yummmmm. Best breakfast ever.

Reno 911...makes me laugh just thinking about it. This guy that is never without his roller skates...are you kidding me!? So silly. I love his matching bandanna around his neck too. Finding new recipes and making them for guests or myself. So fun. Most recently: Chicken and Corn Cornbread Pie AND Cucumbers and Shallots in a Vinaigrette.

Sewing. I have had so much fun sewing. I only get to do it for short ampunts of time. But, I love creating something new or fixing something old. I'm so glad I bought my sewing machine last October. I wish it was as cool looking as this one, but I have no complaints.

I recently found some semi professional headphones at Ross. (seriously, how professional could they be if I found them there :) I love how music sounds in headphones. Everything is so clear...

I've been using my ipod in so many different ways: jogging, plugged into speakers at home or work.

I found a jogger stroller at Play-It-Again Sports. I'm a huge fan of that store. I use it almost daily.

After a few years of gravity flattening and one separated sole later; I finally got myself some new running shoes. For myself, new running shoes are like cushiony caffeine for my feet. I suddenly have all this extra energy and I want to work out more. I can jump up stairs instead of crawl. I can do lunges and jog up mountains....

I love jogging. I feel so good after. I need to do it more.

porcelain enamel on cast iron

2009-09-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

Aaaawsome....

I'm in love with anything enameled cast iron. I love the way it cooks and I don't worry about toxicity with the non-stick grossness. I love these pots. They are so beautiful and fun. I found a mint green enameled cast iron by Martha Stewart at Ross and snatched it right up. I love it. www.cutleryandmore.com

Modest Mouse

2009-09-05T21:43:00.000-07:00

Modest Mouse: thank you for making my life more bearable.

His name is Isaac...the irony.

They are playing Honolulu 9.9.09

wish i was on oahu

Sa-wing Batta

2009-08-30T09:00:00.000-07:00

Our friends are in Hawaii. They have season seats for the Angel home games. They let us take their place for the night. It was fun. Mostly because Robby loves baseball and he was excited. (I got a little anxious in the super steep, no-way-out, stadium seats. ahhh) Monet liked it too.

handsome robby

Morning bed head.

Monet crawled in with Isaac.

Can you see my two bottom teeth?

Bodysurf. Inner tube rides. Bikeride to the beach. Semi-warm water. Hot sun.

Do have a green thumb or what? Too early to tell? Found this herb kit at goodwill. I've been wanting to plant fruits and veggies in the front of our house. We have a substantial amount of dirt for our neighborhood. Plenty of room for dwarf fruit trees..tomatoe plants. I thought I would start small and see how my herbs turn out. Normally I kill plants..not grow them. Wah ha ha!